Thursday, August 26, 2010

Some Dreams on Hold


I have been MIA for awhile on the old blogging circuit. I have been going through so many different changes in my life lately it has been really busy and crazy. I have had to put some of my dreams on the back burner for awhile and it has been hard to deal with frankly. I have always dreamed of having my own decorating shop. Selling all of my cool second hand finds and displaying them in invented and beautiful ways. I thought I was getting closer to that goal but then it all seemed to get further out of reach.

I have recently went back to work full time after being a stay at home for 10 years. I am working in a place where I can still have my kids with me during the summer which is the whole point of taking the job. My 3 kiddos just aren't old enough to stay at home by themselves yet. So this was my compromise. For now I guess I am putting my dream on hold for a bit so that I can still be there for my kids. It is what I want, but it is also pulling me further from my other dreams. Such a hard thing for me to get through it seems.

So, I am just venting a little to get it out of my system. I hope that my dreams will live on and that they will one day resurface and become a reality. I hope I can still use the blog to show my inspirations and that the dream can live on a little at least in cyber world! Until then, my time is spent taking care of these beautiful babes....